" How are you ? "
a question asked by almost any typical person. well a true person
who is really really concern or wanna know exactly How are you,
would continue probing and asking ah well. There i introduce to you
the universal conversation starter How are you ?
Well now, How am i ?
Not good. Life's been so messy, fast, confusing, whatever you might
call it. Emo - thats what people who know me would call me ? yeah
well, this time it aint just emo. Its something else, perhaps God breaking
me, refining me for greater things. But its just not the time for that,
im not ready, no one ever will.
Theres just TOOOOO many things to say i cant say it. Well for now,
lets talk about friends. True friends. They are those who ask about
your life not just when you're down. They are those who you can turn
to and know that they'll get back to you as soon as they can. They accept
you not just for parts of who you are, but accepts you for you and nothing
else. They even accept your bad side, they bear with it cause they know
you too have live through theirs. Well its been months that i myself havent
been carrying out my duty as a good true friend. I'm sorry, life's just been
eating me up with its stupid theories and nature of it. Those people who
im saying sorry to you know who you are. NH and RT. I'm just so sorry,
i know you'll understand give me more time than i'll do my duty as a true
friend. For now, i really like to be 'left alone'. I'm sorry that i have not
appreciated you for being there for me at this point of time. Its just how the
human works.
You made me who i am today.
Natalie Yeo. You already know what you've done in my life. The random
times you received messages from me. Thou you dont ALWAYS reply
my messages i know you care. You stepped into my life and i know you'll
sit right beside me holding my hand as a friend walking and guiding this
life. Well you know theres alot more to what i can say but i dont want to
reach the maximum number of words.
Marvin Ng. Well bro, you've been just such a blessing in my life. Somehow
God made us know each other in the most funny way. I still remember,
Sunday soccer, fish pond 4.30pm. How we would both squat in the middle
of the field while everyone was kicking the ball and just pluck the dead leaves.
I just knew your name nothing else. Than somehow i knew sherman and yeah
you, you asked me if i wanted to study overnight at airport. It felt like i knew
you for years haha, the takraw games at the airport - oh ! the unbelieve curl
lol. and yeah pc. Thanks bro for being there for me. Well we're both pretty
much in the same boat, just hope you take care man. Find me up anytime.
Huiting Ng. Lol nah she aint marvin's sister. Huiting ! its so funny how we
knew each other. It was just so random honestly. Dont tell me you dont remember !
Anyway yeah just to let you know and assure you, i aint no 'marcus' (: im shawn, a
friend that will be here to share your life with you. I personally am so sorry for
neglecting you for the past 2 months ? yeah you know the reason why. We have so
much to catch up on ! Lets go to the jap restaurant ! never got the chance to go there
again after we ate there. Anyway yeah thanks for being there for me at random times
too (: take care dear friend.
Sherman Wong. Haha interesting friendship i would say ? We never really hung
around with each other much besides holidays and dota ? Thats how we got to know
each other if im not wrong. cant remember, sorry :x anyway yeah, thou we dont exactly
talk much you've just blessed me by giving me advice when i was down. Thanks.
Thank you for being in my life till now, i really appreciate it. Well hope you feel the same
way too, thats to you two guys.
And of course to YOU who are reading this, you must have at least a lil concern on
how am i if not you wouldnt be here. Unless you're like super bored and come to this
boring blue page. Thanks for being my friend. And yes it takes two hand to claps.
It takes two people to make a friendship going (:
Okay this is SUPER RANDOM but i think its funny ! no offence its just pure humour !!
Yo mama's so fat, she ain't on a diet, she's on a Triet - She's all like - "Whatever yo eating ... I'll try it!"
Okay okay guess i end off on a not so sad note tonight. Well thats just for now... blah. Take
care all you peeps (:
Love, Shawn.