hello im feeling super super out of sorts for aroun 3/4 a year and
im at the point where i really cant take it myself anymore.
the person who always initiates things now cant be as bothered
as he used to. and the person who was alright about initiating
conversations with close friends is now not doing so. cause he
feels hes been taken for granted and friendship is a two way thing
he wants to know who are the friends who just because this person
doesnt initiate anymore are just gonna let the friendship go and those
that actually bothers to ask or initiate conversation too. Because it takes
two hands to clap, friendship, as well, is a two way thing. It takes two
people to say " Yes, i do " for them to get married and not just one.
well looks like alot of people are just gonna let this friendship go, well
people come people go, thats what PEOPLE say. but i believe that if both
parties do their part of friendship people come and people stay.
for those people that i've wrong or are just too busy to talk to me
im sorry, i dont mean this for you. i just cant stand the situation anymore.
i just cant stand it, i use to be able to stand up strong and fight against this
the hurts, the pain, carrying the burden with people. but now, im too weak
to do what i used to. I need friends that cares and loves and understands.
I want people not to judge him just because of ONE bad thing i've done.
why cant people just look at their good points instead of their wrong doing, we're
human after all.
i've got nothing to say, im just too weak to carry on.
nights.