im now at the point where i feel that i should have never joined this race. thou i know in the end i'll take back what i said but i just wanna write it down. well im now still running and see that the next level and rest point is just a few steps ahead but i ran out energy, i took too much baggage not belonging to me along this time, my body cant carry on and my mind too. i've been exhausted, the pacer in front of me is gone, the support along the sides are slowly disappearing..
maybe its time to give up.
*cow i know you're there at the side lines supporting me but i cant seem to get near the sidelines to just know that you're physically there. im sorry.
HELLO big big big brotherrrrr. sorry for elbow-ing your stomach. hahah. so long never hit people in the stomach. i think the last person was your brother. but anyway, hope service was great for you and.... that you had a nice and pleasant day. hah.
and remember, dont sighhh over '' '' things lah. leave it to God because he cares. ;)
alright. goodnight!
joyluuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! :D
alright man. today during QLM i really believe he died for me. like what pj said. he came to live just to give. and it was all out of love. he died. yes he really died for me and im glad that i know him. im so joyed now! ( btw there is such a word called joyed) :D
now i can boldly say..... I LOVE JESUS!
do you? :)
joyluuuuuuuuu-